sleep daa ~

nak tido ! bye ! bye !

sebenarnya , saya sedang menceritakan seorang lelaki yang tua lebih kurang 4 tahun dari saya .. saya amat mencintai , menyayangi dia .. walaupun , dia tidak tahu , dan TIDAK AKAN TAHU 1 saya akan tetap menyimpan perasaan ini .. dan mungkinnpada bila bila masam .. saya akan meluah kan perasaan saya kepada dia .. dia seorang yang

• tidak berlagak


• indentpendent


• disukai ramai


• non- over social


• kelakar

tetapi , saya tidak dapat mengenali budak lelaki itu dengan lebih dekat :(( perjumpaan kami hanyalah sebagai kawan sahaja .. dia tidak pernah ,danTIDAK AKAN PERNAH mengaanggap saya lebih dari kawan .. saya tahu dia seorang yang amat baik hati dan sungguh manis .. tetapi kebanyakan rakan rakan saya membenci dia .. dan menggelar dia ' gay ' ! saya ingin meluah isi hati saya , tetapi saya tahu , dia bukan seorang yang jenis menyukai perempuan yang meluahkan perasaan kepada dia .. jadi , bagaimana harus saya pendamkan atau meluahkan ? saya buntu , tidak tahu , dan terdesak ..

orang lain menyukai budak lelaki yang cute , sedap mata memandang .. tetapi saya lihat secara keseluruhan ... dia memang sempurna .. dari segi .. akademik , kereta ( ayah dia ) , pekerjaan ( akan datang ) , latar belakang keluarga , saya harap sangat sangat , saya akan bersama dengan dia satu hari nanti .. <333>

if we ever meet again

what somebody like you doin in this place like this ?

say did you come alone or did you bring all your friends .. ?

say what your name , what are you drinking .

i think i know what are you thinking .

baby whats your sign , tell me yours and i tell you mine .

say what is somebody like you , doin in this place like this ..

123 , come on ..

i'll never be the same , if we ever meet again ,

wont let you go away ..

if we ever meet again ..

this free falls

got me sold kiss ,

me all night ,

dont ever let me go

i never be the same ,

if ew ever meet again

do you come here much ..

i swear ive seen your face before ..

hope you dont see me blush ..

but i cant help ..

but i want you more ..

more ...

babay tell me whats youre story ..

aint shy dont you worry ..

im flirting with my eyes ...

i wanna leave with you tonight ..

do you come here much ?

i swear ivegotta seen your face some more ..

some more ..

cuz baby i ..

i'll never be the same ..

if we ever meet again ..

wont let you get away ..

if we ever meet again ..

this free falls ..

got me sold .. kis ..

me all night ..

dont ever let me go ..

if ,we ever meet again ..

i'll have so much more to say ..

if we ever meet again ..

gilr ?

i love to watching other people .. exspecially GIRl .. because , this type of version ..

• love publisity
  
  
• beauty


• hot dude
  
  
• love out fits
  
  
• love window shopping
  
  
• love shopping
  
  
• love money


• love pavi


• love up town


• love american next top model
  
• love CHEAP **


• love logan herman ,


• chace crawford ,


• justin bieber ,


• david henriey
  
• love sean biggerstaff


• love zac efron
  
  
  
  haha , that is all GIRl lover ... can you tell me , who the hell in this type version * GIRL * do not love all the things ^ ( up there ) besides menopous girl .. huh ^.^ .. amma girl , and sometime , im proud to be this version , but sometimes i felt ashame , looking at the bitch , out there .. they like no dignity to protect of .. :(((

• GIRL , always judges oter GIRL dress up .. even their dress up even worse ( its calls gossiping )









• GIRL love music , no mattter , jazz , hip hop , pop rock ,









• GIRL love magazine .. their objection is viewing the brand new out fit from top shop or zara ..









• GIRl wiil stiill miss her first lover even shes got the fifth now ..









• GIRL always peretending to be cool even shes felt wanna pee pee at that moment









• GIRL need the mirror .. ALL THE TIME ...









• GIRL love to socializing even shes had to snesker out of the window in the night . just to have some fun ...









• GIRL need friends and felt like loser when walking alone ..









• GIRL love boy call normal









• GIRL love GIRL calls WEIRD !!!!

copycat

saya benci copycat ! saya menyampah copycat !!! engkau tiada idea sendiri kah ? ingin meniru orang lain ... ? saya berasa sungguh kecewa .. identiti yang telah saya buat , engkau copycat sesuka hati ! kalau saya ber jumpa dengan copycat lagi sekali ! habis la kaw ! ade ke orang yang kena tiru happy ? aq x pena tengok pon .. tengok , kucing yang berada di dalam gambar tu pon x seronok/ suka ! tolongggglah , kepada copycat ! tolong lah henti henti kan lah , pekerjaan anda yang tidak bermoral ini !! menyusah kan berbagai belah pihak ! huh ~ COPYCAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

depp

oh - ~ so sweeettt ~


who still remember this story? are you forget it ? This johney deep! that handsome! a very handsome lah ... ! the truth it is true, I never watch your scissors hand .. only heard stories from my aunt .. when we all are watching stories willy wonka! johney deep also acting in wiily wonka too! I love watching the story for a memorable view ... wonka mischievous teasing the mischievious boys who came to the factory because them won the 'golden ticket' actually .. :DDD .. it started when he realise tht he is a old man .. because of that, he wants to find a replacement from among children .. because for him, the holy child care and sincere .. not make FAKE .. and finally, the poor slave who became the heir ... wonka closely again with his father, who was blocking his dream to open a sugar factories .. according to the story that poor slave .. no one allowed to enter the factory tu .. so, who is, workers who work in these factories? in fact, there was an that animals can speak, the dwarf, and a very powerful tool .. who made all the sugar ..
say the story is so entertaining .. and beyond the reach of anyone! l

horror ~

saya suka akan horror .. walaupun ia menakutkan .. ia mencantikkan blog saya ini .. selain itu , saya tidak mahu dikatakan sama dengan orang lain yang meletakkan gambar yang comel , flora ... ! jadi , saya mahu lain dari yang lain .. ! dang ! terserlah sudah , blog saya .. saya bangga dengan hasil saya ini .. lagi pun , pada masa sekarang ini , sudah tentu tidak ada sorang pun yang mahu hasil kerja mereka di copy cate kan .. ~ jadi , selepas ini , jika saya terjumpa page yang macam ini , di kalangan rakan rakan saya .... friend divorce !!!!

acting

it is the truth, I really really want enter that theater .. but what can I do? teacher had decide that i doesn't have a talent! errgghh, i want that tetater enter because there
were someone that really really loveeee .. erk, 'broken-hole' .. hahahhahahahahhahahhaha, who cares? .. i do care bout the theater because i love acting .. damn much ... I do indeed make acting ! so, how do I not selected? its makes my headaches until now .... =.= .. however, I will strive to participate in the theater even though I would embarrass myself! I still was not satisfied with the attitude wan amir very annoying me, he might have joined the theater, but no need to show off in front of me? I do not need it! and one, there was a girls are also very very annoying! read this conservation

Mary -- hey, are the result already out of theaters? I wondered ask, and could not wait patiently!

kaisara -- eh, theater results already out lah .. you do not know ?

mariam -- I do not know, nor the announcement says the decision is out ... ? so, who is in?

kaisara -- I, wan amir and other other, but you not apart this theater longer ..

mariam -- whattt ??? but why ?

kaisara -- I do not know! mistress of the man who determines this decision!

mariam -- oh ~ =.=

Those were the conversations with girls that age level is one .. so kan pain my hearts enough for me .. but probably not for you all .. I will strive to ensure that I will participate in the theater! just wait and see! to those who always look down to me, either you withdraw the sentence! MARIAMS backk!

logan lerman

( i'll talk rempit ) .. ditujukan kepada tuut , weyy .. jahat giler kaw .. ! kaw x baik buat macam tu ! even die budak kecik lagi , die still gf kaw kan ? .. tu la . aq da cakap , kaw ni mmg desperado ! xde gf nak gf , da ade gf , ngan bff die kaw nak sapu ! kaw ni org jenis ape hah ? kalu kaw ni setan sejak azali xpe la jugak .. tapi sejak baru baru bulan ni kaw tuka identiti ..

oh , memenag ni al kan perangai kaw sejak dulu ? kaw memeng nak kawan budak hot jek , yg da x hot , budak baik , kaw letak tepi .. kaww .. eerrghh ! aq nak tgok jek bile kaw nak buang bestfriend kaw ! aq tau sebap ape kaw x buang buang die lagi ! sebappp .. nanti akw xde la kawan lgi kat sekolah .. yela , dekat kelas kaw mane ade kawan len , tu pon yg freaky nak mati ! aq terkejut giler denga kawan aq citer pasal kaw ! fst fst aq x pecaye , tp lepas dgn panjang lebar die ckp kat aq , baru aq sedar ! kaw ni jenis .. depan , bajet baik .. belakang , bajettttt !

eh , baru baru ni , kaw lepak ngn budak skate ea ? hot ke ? oh , memag la hot kan .. ! tapi kaw ni takdek taste , so aq xle decide la kaw ni hang up budak hot ke x .. ( ape aq kesa ! ) tapi kenape kaw x bawak best friend kaw ? mesti pasal die kg kan ? kaw lepak kat mane ? owh , kat suneayy .. whhaatt ?! kat sunway pon nak bajet satu kg ??? aq ingat hangup low yatt ke , red box ke .. ek elleh .. its oke la tuut .. asal kan kaw da maju , lupe kat kawan , belagak ..

aq bet tahun depan mesti akw lagi terukkan ? ye la ! kaw kan come .. nanti kaw pon da tinggi ! dang ! jadi la budak hot .. ! ye al , kaw kaya pon kaya , handsome pon handsome , .. eh , malas nak puji kaw melambung , nanti kembang kaw semangkuk ! hahhahh ... tapi yg paleng aq x sangka giler giler kaw sanggup couple ngan bff gf kaw sendiri kan ? what a shame ! da la budak darjah 6 .. harap ade dot kat belakang je pon .. kaw nak sapu ! huh ! TOTALLY DESPERADO ~

forever young

never say i love you if you dont even care

never talk about feelings if they arent really there ..

never hold my hand if you gonna break my heart ..

never say you are going to if you dont plan to start ..

never look into my eyes if all you do is a lie ..

never say hi if you really mean goodbye ..

if you really mean forever then say you will cry ..

never say forever because forever makes me cry ....

flower roses *

swear to god ! last morning assembly is the best ever ! ... iseriously , i enjoyyy the assembly damn much !!! ! and .. and .. guess who from 2 cemerlang ? i mean 2 BRILLIANT ?? me !! yeah , thats me .. oh - i felt , i just wanna run to the stage and grab that present and showing off in front of ' im apes , can shuffle ' .. wahhaha .. but im not the monitor of 2 brilliant

! if the monitor , errggghh ! i wonder what can happen .... ! hahah , i tell you that very excited moment , when the teacher take out the pieccrazily ... shes said .. 2im e of paper from the jar , ... huh , for god sake ! im soooo nervous !!! when , teacher mention ' C ' !!! my lungs like wanna pop out !!!! when teacher says its form two !!!! aaarrrrrrrrghhhhh !!!! i screaming happily and

CEMERLANGGGGG ! and aaaaaarrrggggggh , all the apes and her family screaming ! also all the frog accompany with us :: SCREAMINGGGG !!! like thisss .. waaaaaarrrgggghhh !

sunflower :)

at my myspace .. i put some guys that i dont even know .. but swear to god ! he sooo handsome ! i will open his profile , every dayyy .. weeeiiii ! and ill will feel soe , HAPPPYYY ! but sometime , i realise , that he must a bad boyy .. because some photos , he wearing ' subang ' ... cigarrette .. and aaarrgggh ! who cares , hes so handsome ! wah ! im speechless =.= when talking bout him ...

now , i realise that im add some bad people in my mysapce .. such as , a homoseksual guy , biseksual girl , and ' melampau ' sexy girl .. and some other people .. they will wrote something stupid at their status like .. * i cant say it ! too sensored ! * .. hurmm ,there was some porno girl ... from singapore ... and guees what ! shes put some nude picture in her myspace .. and guees who comment her picture ... ? children below seventeen !!! our schoolmate !

i think that girl is stupid ! what the hell .. she knows , that shes put all the nude pictue in myspace , so dont approve children below seventeen ! and guees what ? shes muslim ! what a bitch ! stupid moron ... what can i say .. world comes to ending now .. people doing follow their heart .. but not using their brain ... their aset were made for showing off ! i dont care if you chinnese , christian , or tamil .. ! but you is muslim ! its a big sin .. :((

huh , to the pupus girl .. please delete your nude picture ! im serious , or delete your below seventeen friend ! its too embrassing female version in this world ! daa ~ ( curious mode )

desperately need a bff ~

hahahah ... :DD .. * maybe after that bitchy deleted me at myspace :(( , i realise .. i dont have a bff yet .. !! yeah , i admit i got lot of friend .. but , i still sont have a truly BFF , .. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(: i want a bestfriend that admit im his/her bestfriend forever .. i want a bestfriend that would spent every single time with me , i want a bestfriend that alwys come to my home , without invited , ' selongkar ' my refrigertor , showing off her/his lover to me * even i dont have a boyfiiee yet * who caress ? , i want a bestfriend that always gossiping bout our classmete , i want a hot bestfriend .. i dont want a good bestfriend , i want a bestfriend that always fighting with me ,.. sharing the latest song together , singing justin bieber song in her/his room loudly .. oh , i wonder when i can get this true truly best friend .. ? :-OOOO

beautiful disaster ~

( i'll talk rempit ! ) aaarrrrrgggghhh ! ade ke patut buat macam tu ??? kaw pikir kaw diva ke ?! kaw x bole delete org sesuka hati !!! exspecially , kawan lama kaw .. mentang - mentang kaw anak org kaya , kaw nak bajet satu kg plak kaw ... ! kaw ingat sikit , bile bile mase jek kaw bole jatuh ke bawah ! hidup ni mcam roda .. x payah lah nak batak sangat buat dosa ... !ape kaw ingat kawan lylas kaw tu honest ke dengan kaw ? diorang tu sumer FAKE ! xde nye dorang nak lepak ngan kaw , kalo ko miskin nak mampos ! kalu ditakdirkan bapak kaw nanti xdek ke , meninggal ke .. mane kaw nak carik duet ? kaw tu dah la pegi sekolah bodo , muke pon xde lawa mane ... macam kodok dah aq nengok .. ntah macam mane boyfie kaw yg handsome tu sangkut ngan kaw pon aq tak tau .. ! sekarang kaw memang enjoyyy .. keluar pegi pavi macam x akai seluar .. dulu macam x pakai baju , aq x kesa sangat .. ni dengan mengutuk org sana sini .. ! yela , kitorang x hot .. x sosial .. dress up kg , mak bapak kitorang xdek duet sampai nak beli jam sampai 6 ribu .. kaw bole blah la ngan ' love your like your sister ' .. X BOLE PAKAI kaw tau x .. aq nak tgok... kalu kaw jato miskin , papa kedana .. satu ari nanti aq nak tgok lylas yg mane nak kat kaw .. nak teman kaw macam sekarang .. ntah , lalat pon x nak kat ka w.. ! tu laa .. ade duet banyak , kecoh ! nak jadie queen of social la berbagai .. ! paris hilotn laa .. weyy , kaw kena ingat ni malaysia .. bukan hollywood , ka wnka pakai baju macam x pakai baju .. x kesa la kaw nak pakai baju ke .. x nak pakai bra ke ape .. tapi aq ingat yg kaw ex bestfriend , jek aq kesian kat kaw .. da la , skang ni aq upset sangat ngan kaw , ngan behaviour kaw yg da macam iblis .. kaw bayang kan best friend kaw yg baik nak mati tu pon , kaw buang die macam taik je kan ? kaw ni da x macam perangai manusia a qtengok ! fuck org sana sini .. sejahatjahat aq .. lepas aq sedar aq buat salah , aq mintak maaf , aq janji x buat dah .. tapi kaw stiil ngan ego kaw , paris hilton kaw .. ! mati la kaw ! penat jek aq membebel pasal kaw kat blog aq ! ~ daa ~ ( sad mode )

crash ! boom ! bang !

I told you, that i would tell you bout a 'war' imean a conservation or "abuse of Applied FORMSPRING. ME" .. it is the truth, I got a Fought with a spectacular * yeah, famous everones knows him as a shuffle members *, good looking one, (at least, hes got eyes, nose, mouth) he got a lot of secret admire * (((ew!))) but something that i cannot and i NEVER say to him is ---> HANDSOME! eerrggghh, tottally annoying me .. poor him, just like hes a victim situation .. i was bored and i started annnoyin a question like this ...

almostnaked -.- (CEPU question gold) kenape kaw Lisa Surihani interest? to me, shes kg, so you interested in kg girl? .. hahah! kg =.=

akmalsangatbaik =.= babe, why you talk kg die? quite la kau.

to me, shes talented, lawa, pandai again.

x like some artists, learning how x, where talent either.

apsal? Collector aq kaw interest lisa?

almostnaked -.- excuse me .. im not interested in 'slave interface pass' oke .. SHUFFLE? obviously kg .. ! Malay artist? TOTALLY KG!

akmalsangatbaik =.= okay, kaw la, right.

what? kaw interested in what?

korean artist? hah, self-aware la sikit ..

kaw jugak raya pon balik kg ..

x very difficult city budget lah ..

almostnaked -.- budget? city budget? to yg kaw city budget? ape with hours rotundifolius kaw tu .. ade org nak kat kaw interest? huh, almost forget .. BEG LONDEH kaw tuh! works very good it seems .. x to sentences kg tuh? FAKE?

akmalsangatbaik =.= ala, lazy la la budak gado ngan kaw,

welcome kaw anka mak, face to face la dude ..

Kp kat sini, x name plaque for tau tuh!

la kau ni dah valid coward! L haha!

1 * interrupting jelez correct slave uh, I kutuk2 charity! cm die very bgos! weh, mak bapak kaw pon original kg of jugak kan? y ko nak city budget? da ckop city to sg?

interrupting2 * slave I kutuk charities uh sie name Mary, slave class 2 excellent / brilliant .. original menggelabah sgt tuh die?

then, im not on9 for .. ermm quite long .. so im formspring open my account and found this ...

phantom * aq hate doe face look kaw ... org macam bodo ..

akmalsangatbaik =.= you must mariam yg suke hazrel tu kan?

hazrel tak suke kau la weyy, jgn noticed .. haha ..

after that time i send a message, but he 'd not replyin .. I almost forgot the message .. but its kinda sound like this ..

almostnaked -.- weh, babun! aq tu non la wey! many x suke tgok kaw la apes! 1bukan sorang aq jek!

akmalsangatbaik =.= weeyyy! kimak! original x aq approve another question? weyhh to fear?

kau takot org yg tau kaw actual behavior and actual self-kau yg kan, kan? what a coward!

almostnaked -.- im hypocrit! :-(

akmalsangatbaik =.= always nude when youa re alone tue?

almostnaked -.- 'im sexaayyy ... '~

akmalsangatbaik =.= kimak weh! x behavior kaw tau kau pulak macam? da la gemok, short, self-aware x sumer! lepastu I ridicule other org! weh, self-aware la sikit! mouth kaw tu macam pig lancau! wait a ari nanti lah, ape yg org lain kat kaw ridicule will be back later kat kaw an AI!

almostnaked -.- lakhanat, kaw pe cte?

akmalsangatbaik =.= why i need leave my name? so, you can give me nude picture? LOL!

almostnaked -.- WTF!

akmalsangatbaik =.= eh, lupe? kaw tu pon black! kimakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

almostnaked -.- 'I apes, bole shuffle' ...

(Bm mode) excellent kan? war ni .. occurred over sebap keboringan kebebangan, kebangangan, ... hahahahha ... gile lah! weh ! yg slang bi ni bukan aq buat , blog ni yg buat !!!tension aq ! enjoy readin !

friend divorce

im still remember the moment that i fought with my best friend forever .... :-( **** my heart broking down .. T.T .... i cried a lot .. :-(( and the saddest part is .. theres no one besides me -----to cool me down .. yeah , i had to confees .. i can control my ego .. *.*and now .. i afraid to ask her forgiveness .. oh , god !!! what can i do noww .. shes my forever ... shes my boyfriend , shes my enemy .. if , i got a fight with her .. its like helll !!! its like fighting with my boyfriend !! and since that i heard a lot of song from jesse mcartney .. such as .. just so you know .. i hope you all dont get it me wrong .. im not a biseksual .. im just a loyal person .. honest person .. i love something like my own soul .. ! owh , god ! why im soo ... ' jiwang ' today .. ! i dont even know .... just so you know ....:-(((

holler till you pass out !!

woorrr ! this is really ! really ! really ! crazy .. ! i got B for bahasa melayu !!!! wtf ?! ( mariam ! stop dreaming ! ) you no longer in primary scholl , ur in secondry school now !!! wah ! my emotion was mess up and i glad that ujian setara is finish already but the result is really pissed me off ! im in krk clasess .. and know what .. im feel like im not apart of this classes .. ( terok giler ! ) .. only me got no A s for this ujian setara ...! ) ... and gemilang rians got all A ' jek ' .. wah ! when we ask them bout their result .. they must mentioning ' jek ' , ' jek ' , ' jek ' .. ( JERKK !!! ) ... 100 % ' jek ' !!!!! -____________-.. now , im viewing my friends blog , and im so jelous with thier very very beautiful blog ! exspecially .. MEYA ! uh - , and on top of that , i get a fight with a very , very .. KAMPUNG guyy .. ew ~ and maybe i will wrote those conservation in the future .. daa ~

i love you foxy megan ~

besides , si julie woon tuh .. aq minat gile , GILER ! ..................................................... MEGAN FOXX !!!! wahh ! die gile gile sexxxaaayy .. sumpah ! mati pucuk pon tros elok balik ! ( ape aq cakap nih ? ) haha ! seriously , die cantik , badan mantap ! player ! tapi COPYCATES ! itu je laa ,,, ! yg best nye pasal minah ni ... die COOL walaupon org cakap die pape je lahh .. but .. who cares ! die hot ! org carik die jugak satu hari nanti ! wahhha !

hoi ! JULIE ! weekkks !

wah .... ! penat giler ! giler ! giler ! hahahahah ... pagi pegi sekolah , petang kawat .. malam tusyen , tengah malam .. revision .. the truth it is , aq saje mem ' buzy ' kan diri ... aim no 1 - of coz la nak kurus kan badan .. 2 -' no love affair ' =.=, 3 - mem ' publisity kan diri ... 4 - malas nak balik rumah ! wawawaahahhaha ! memang kebelakangan ni aq selalu la jugak ' memekak ' BACKSTABBER ' ... its because , aq dapat tau yg ' friends ' aq gosip pasal aq kat belakang aq ... of coz , la aq gelabah taik kan ? but .. aq just malas nak carik gado ngan org doe ~ ( macam rempit gile sial ! ) btw , aq memang , MEMANG nak sangat badan macam = MEGAN FOXX / FOXXY MEGAN ??? wah ! XDD badan julie woon ? hurrmmm , memang serious lawa gile .. but im not like my own type oke .. dont take it wrong ! im not biseksual .. wah ? aq suke giler tengok julie ! die cantik , badan pon cantik .. ! tapi ' masa lalu ' die x berape nak best lah ! korang tengok lah sendirik ! :-)))