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old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me
tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful
brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when
I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one
and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each
other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor
when I grow up.
You
found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait
to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You
were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind
of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to
talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I
don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was
okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you
fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I
was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I
don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said
sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m
not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he
hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.
Finally,
you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so
proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you
were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful
voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And
you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy.
When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud,
and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my
hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your
belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.
Daddy
came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny
and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know
why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy.
When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect
you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I
think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He
doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?
You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It’s
been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that
when you’re awake, any more?
I’m 21 weeks old today,
Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s
somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a
doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as
excited as I am. I can’t wait.
…Mommy,
I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what
you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s
going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please
tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy,
what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels
bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don’t
worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me
what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.
Why,
Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get
rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong,
Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you
love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live,
Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and
not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me,
Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and
grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me
again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love
you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you’re against abortion, repost.
P/s: I burst into tears..
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Me
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1:53pmNabila
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1:54pmMe
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top friends
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1:55pmNabila
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yelah
makna nye ..
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ntah
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1:55pmMe
kenapa ?
1:55pmNabila
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1:56pmMe
XD
* mmg comel pun
UWEK
XD
1:57pmMe
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khai add ****
macam bangang
ada saingan laa XD
2:00pmNabila
skali khai ngorat a****..mampos ko
2:06pmMe
ntah , khai dah la montok XD
2:06pmNabila
nnti aku bukak yeer
busy nih
2:08pmMe
banyak gila gambar korea !
comel pulak tu !
2:19pmMe
tak siap lagi ?
2:19pmNabila
dah nak
bapak lawa sial tumblr dia
2:20pmMe
eww ,
2:20pmNabila
lawa la
tal byk gmbar korea pon
2:21pmMe
aq punya lagi lawa laaa !
2:21pmNabila
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2:21pmMe
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tgok kay older post
2:21pmNabila
off jap
2:28pmNabila
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2:37pmMe
jap
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2:42pmMe
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tgok !
tak bole blah
2:45pmNabila
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2:45pmMe
XD
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yang tengkorak tu !
stim sial; !
kalah tgok porn
2:46pmNabila
tumblr ko...
berserabut
2:46pmMe
nak tukar la nie !
kaw dah tgok ke yg tengkorak tu ?
2:46pmNabila
dah
berdosa aku
2:46pmMe
stim tak >
>.<
2:47pmNabila
tak pun
yg **** punya..aku nmpak satu je korea
kim bum ngan pompuan tu
2:48pmMe
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2:48pmNabila
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2:48pmMe
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2:49pmNabila
nak nangis aku
yg memula tu mmg korea. yg dua ngan tiga tu sah2 omputeh
2:50pmMe
nampak sangat korea la weyy ?!
2:50pmNabila
tak
2:50pmMe
nak tgok***** punye taaaaaak ?
2:50pmNabila
yg i=pompuan tu x sure
2:51pmMe
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2:51pmNabila
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2:51pmMe
tgok ***** punya !
2:53pmMe
da tgok ***** punya ?
2:53pmNabila
tak lawa pon
2:53pmMe
sape ?
2:53pmNabila
***** punya la
2:54pmMe
lawa pulak pompuan dia !!!!
kalau ****semua laki
kalu*****semua pompuan
2:54pmNabila
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2:54pmMe
YEAYYYYYYY !
habis *****?
bapok ?
pondan ?
2:55pmNabila
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3:13pmMe
blog blog
3:13pmNabila
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3:14pmMe
TAK PAYAHLAH TGOK !
3:14pmNabila
sesedap ko je kutuk ex dia
bobba's tu binatang apa?
3:16pmMe
bobbas tu pelacur murah
3:16pmNabila
oohhh
loeinit tu ape lak?
3:17pmMe
salah tulis
3:17pm
GFH

bsaltwater room

viva la vida

losing it

* nothing

stupidility exploded
baBI

hari selasa hari tu , ada tangkap tangkap gambar ( fotografi ) . masa nak buat candid tuh , sumpah , banyak gila orang . nak kentut pon tak bole . bila time nak candid tuh , kitorang rasa akward gila bapak . yelah , dah orang keliling pandang . kang , over kang , lain pulak bunyik nya . tetibe , cikgu sorang ni , yang tak berapa nak lawa , tetibe menyelit , ' kamu semua ni tak kreatif langsung ' .. phew cikgu ~ sekali aku bukak baju , lagi kreatif . sepak kang ! da la , tak habishabis dengan senior page . menyampah gila . orang nak naik kelas nak belajar ' sejarah ' errrgghhh , %*%)^)
i made it .

birthday :P


crazy frog
Hair color?
pink
Eye color?
green
Height?
taller than me :P
Six pack?
yeah , macam haziq hafizi or wan asyraf >.<
Long hair or short?
bald O.O
Glasses?
contact ens would be better .. aww .
Piercings?
nooo O.O
Eyebrows?
tebal tebal bole ? nak yang macam jehan miskin . tapi tak nak yg miskin :P
big butt or little ?
bangang nyaa soalan . okay , nak yg besra . stok beyonce punyaaa ! =='
Buff or skinny?
skinny . tak nak yg macam saya . hell no !
Teeth?
tak nak yg macam aimran . tak best kiss :O hahahhahaha
Section 2
Funny or serious?
fuuny . macam mr bean . tapi tak nak muka macam mr . bean . tapi nak kaya macam mr bean . t
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?
party hooper , jgn yg bapak ayam sudahlah =='
Should he be able to bake or cook?
cook , boleh la joint bakar rumah . takpe , bomba sebelah rumah jeeee :P
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?
no , nanti kaw menggatal ! dah la bff aku semuanya yg hothot ! HELL NO ! lepak ngan pondan boleh ! :D
Out-going or shy?
out going . boleh la lawan bulu ketiak sape yang paling panjang ! O_o
Sarcastic or sincere?
sarcastic ! boleh lah stripping kat rumah pastu kena belasah ngan mak aku ! LMAO ! >.<
Would he be a smoker?
yes ....... HELL NO ! nak mampuis , dapat anak ketot macam aqeel baru tau ! tapi nak yang comel macam aqel , bole pandang lamalama . almaklumlah sedap mata memandang .. -_____-
How about a drinking?
dringking ? oh - minum botol lagi ! ish , ish . pakai pampers lagi ? oh - tak larat aku nak basuh berak kaw =.=
And swearing?
apa main sumpahsumpah ? kena makan sesumpah baru tau !
Would he play with your hair?
main lah . rambut aku yang macma ulat nih . :P
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?
apa ? nak kahwin lagi . siap kaw aku sumbat kaw dalam zoo !
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?
kaw ingat aku miskin ke ? aku ada duit sendiri lah nak bayar ! :P
Does he kiss on the first date?
dah gosok gigi ke belum ?
Where would you go for dinner?
makan kat rumah dah lah , makan maggi . maggi dah berlambak dah ni . takyah nak perabih duit nak makan kat luar .
Would he buy you flowers?
nak buat apa bunga ? ingat aku monyet ke ? bagi la kereta ke , hummer ke ? ni bunga .. =,=
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?
no way , pegi lepak kat zoo tuh ! kan ramai kawan kaw :D
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?
yeah , no way , saya ni pemalu orangnya .
Would you hold hands?
pegang tangan je eh , jangan nak lebihlebih pulak kaw ! :P
Section 3
Does he play soccer?
yeah , of course ! lagi berpeluh , lagi sexxaaayyy :O
Baseball?
boleh jugak , tapi jgn ketiak basah sudah . satu geng ngan aku .
Football?
boleh , tapi jangan ngorat awek WAP pulak . aku sumbat kaw dalam zoo , baru tau !
Basketball?
bolehboleh , macam haziq hafizi . nanti keluar 6packs !
Does he surf?
yes , macam zac efron :O
Can he sing?
jangan suara macam aimran sudah . sedap sangat . :P
Play the guitar?
strumming macam orianti . jangan jadi macam orianti sudah .
Play piano?
aaa ... ?
Play the drums?
whatheFUCK ! of course ! absolutely yes ! triple time yes ! worrr , lagilagi kalau muka macam david henry . wooooo , datang bergolek aku kat dia !
Can he keep his room clean?
no . satu geng lah dengan aku . kaw nak jadik pondan apa nak bilik kemaskemas ? nak mampus ?
sheyot's
not okay .. SORE THROAT ! uhuk ! uhuk ! :(
Are you really okay?
yeah , somebody .. standby a grave for me ! i realy wanna die !!!! go die -_-
Do you enjoy being single?
no , actually :(
Are you crushing on someone?
yeah
Do they like you back?
i don't know .. i guess .. i really don't know .
If so, why are you not with them?
he's a gayyyy
What's their name?
mr . bean . done ?
Do you think high-school relationships can last?
yeah , both of my classmates in love now , well , yet we stand and watch either they can stand their realationship till the end :)
Do you remember your first crush?
yeah , both of us holding hand until some of my friends ask him to go somthing something , maybe because he can't stand to see us to FLIRTING TOO MUCh >.<
Have you ever been in love?
yeah , of course ! stupid question :P
Does anyone love you?
: who loves me ? anyone ? no , no one haha
Do you think there is a difference between love and lust?
yeah of course ! we fall in love to have sex and lust for getting more than sex ! okay , you can call me whore . -__-
When will you next see the person you like?
secret baybay !
How does it feel when your crush doesn't like you back?
hahha , i ask my mum to chase him with a terompah in other hand >_<
Is their anyone you couldn't live without?
yes , my dad , my mum , my friends , my scandal , my omar then my boyfriend >.<
Who is the last person you hugged?
my naked kim kardashian poster ! LAUGH MY ASS - OFF !!
Do you like this person?
not really .
Who is the last person you slow-danced with?
secret .
Do you like this person?
no , he got his own .
Do you think a marriage can last forever?
yeah , like brat pitt and angelina , victoria and bucham but NO to malaysian artists . KG .
Would you like to get married?
yeah , of course ! get married ta mantenegro like megan and austin green :P
Do you get shy around guys/girls you are crushing on?
no . i never felt ashame even i'm scrubing my armpit in front of my fucking crush :P
Do you think you can know everything about a person?
NO , ' i don't even know about myself , so don't tell me that you know everything bout me '
Do you love your friends?
of course , PUNK !
Have you dated anyone in your top friends?
yeah , >.<
Do you get along better with guys/girls?
yeah , i love my fake lagan lermaanannnn !
Is your perfect guy somewhere out there or just a fantasy?
is he really out there ?
Are you bored?
no , i'm soooo excited to hugged my nude kim kardashian poster =='
Who makes you happiest?
redtube =='
When was the last time you had butterfly's?
butter fly ? oh , i understand , you mean the butter fly .. oh yeah , i throw out side from my house last yesterday , because my mockiy mouse ate them till finish . ( i wondering what the hell is butterfly ==')
Do you think you will still be single in the next 3 months?
i'm taken now , excuse me ! :p
Have you ever asked anyone out?
no , jom , pegi jamban . nak ?
Have you ever been on a date?
yeah .
Kiss on first date?
no , hes too stupid too wearing a lipstic . i told youuu , hes a gayyyy !
What puts you off to the opposite sex?
realigion , i 'm a proud to be islam . alhamduliilah :)
What do you find attractive?
my F size ? LMAO !
Have any celebrity crushes?
no , aww , my fake logan lerman :'O
Are you thinking about your crush now?
hell no ! ( lying )
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